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Birds of a Feather Starve Together :: Journals :: Journals

❀ Entry 5 ❀Sat Jul 27, 2024 11:06 pm

I'm going to the doctor on the 15th for my spine to see if there's actually anything wrong with it, and while I'm there, I'm going to get my A1C checked because diabetes runs in the family. My grandpa on my dad's side had it, my dad had it, my mom has it, and a few other family members (probably due to most of them being obese). And I feel like I'm a bad person.

While there is a chance I will need it, I feel like a bad person because I'm like...a little excited to get on Ozempic if that's an option? silent

I don't know. Maybe I really am. I just know the idea of even being pushed in the direction of losing all this fat is so nice, even though I'm basically cheating. But does it really count as cheating if it ends up being a treatment option? I see a lot of discourse about that. silent

Please please PLEASE tell me if I'm actually an a-hole for thinking this.

❀ Entry 4 ❀Thu Jul 18, 2024 5:08 am

I’m gonna kms I have been maintaining and everything is stressing me tf out. I have to get out of the 220’s. I can’t stay here forever, especially since I have a gown to be fitted for at the end of AUGUST.

❀ Entry 3 ❀Fri Jul 12, 2024 12:58 pm

It's 7:50 in the morning and I already ate 400 calories and it wasn't even anything that filling it was a fucking waffle and eggs Mad

Gonna head home and nap a little longer before starting my walking. Good thing I do it three times a day now opposed to one Embarassed

I can't believe I keep saying I'm gonna lock in and then fuck up this spectacularly pig

❀ Entry 2 ❀Fri Jul 12, 2024 5:38 am

Fuck mean/fatspo, I need someone to physically beat me every time I eat affraid

In all seriousness, I think I'm going to post everything I eat on my journal, 100% honesty. Maybe then I'll shape up a little more since I'll have people seeing everything.

I also don't mind criticism or whatever on these. It'll more than likely do me some good Crying or Very sad

♪ First Journal Entry! ♪Fri Jul 12, 2024 12:07 am

I absolutely hate the feeling of the pool water and sunscreen on my skin but I ate WAY too much early on in the day and spending a whole hour in the pool burnt over 500 calories so I guess it was kind of worth it Crying or Very sad

At least I had my friend and her grandma constantly commenting on how much weight I lost and how good I looked. I've been maintaining for too long but that gave me a little confidence boost.

That's okay. I swam off everything I ate and I got a bunch of compliments. Just wait until I hit my ugw! albino